[sigh]

it's another one of those nights i wish i could live out again and again and again and again...

i'm falling fast and i'm falling hard. not in love necessarily, just for him. the way the corners of his mouth twitch a bit when he's focused. the way he juts out his lower lip when he's thinking on the surface, but the way his whole face kinda...pauses when he's thinking hard and thinking deep. the way his smile lights up not only his whole face, but the whole room. the way his laugh resonates deep within him and even deep within me. the way that even minutes or hours later, i can still feel his hand in mine. the way that he smells. the way that he talks out of the side of his mouth. the way that he lives his life, holy and pleasing to the One that matters.

i just had to talk about him, since i know most of the people out there probably don't care.